Crew Member Shares Depression In the Wake of Deluge of Backlash Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also carried well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a phone call from a mission companion in the days following the flight.
She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to women's health research and conducted tests during the mission, said everything she had worked for – including her scientific research and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her roots – was buried under the tide of misogyny.
She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
Months following reaching space, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose support were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She added that despite the negativity, important benefits had resulted from the mission, including elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft departed its launch site in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that passed the edge of space.
The diverse crew also included accomplished professionals from different industries.
The enterprise behind the mission is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.